I am back from Canada!

Well i know probably not many people are reading my journal anymore but i am still going to write in it. I had lot of thinking time in my car on the drive back and i'm not going to let a silly argument get in the way of expressing how i truly feel and what's really going on with me. I went up to Montreal, Canada to visit my friend i met on the beach in wildwood. Her name is Jennifer. She is THE most amazing and interesting girl I have ever had the pleasure of meeting. She is intelligent, beutiful, musically inclined, cultured, and most of all, she has REAL plans for her future and wont let anyone change her mind accept herself. She can make me smile like no one can and she can really show a guy a night on the town, (considering i am legal in canada to drink.) But any way while in canada i had bond with jennifer like nothing else i have felt before, and although i know there will probably never be another chance to enjoy that it was the most important thing to ever happen to me. THe reason is because a inteligent beutiful woman gave a shit about me, showed me that i am a person not a workhorse or a disgruntled teenager, but a MAN who has talent and a lot of potential. And this is why i cant stop thinking about it all. So to anyone who wants to tear me down for driving all the way to Canada to see a girl (middle finger if you could see me) Take that! i wouldnt change anything about myself right now other that my place of residence and method tranportation. So there you have it one of the most personal entries i could write without childish remarks and useless filler. So to anyone who reads this and is feeling bad about themselves, know that there is someone out there who will tuly show you love and affection without boundaries, no matter how young or imatture you might seem.

"It's hard but you live in PA and i live in Montreal"- Jennifer

Thank you jennifer for opening my heart to the true me and the harsh truth around me.